As I am still figuring out how my voice is being heard on this amazing application, I would like to make some obvious claims.
I am not a typical writer. I don’t follow certain rules and regs to make everything I do uniform to someone’s idea of what writing means to them. I write for my personal mental health. I write to get the things our of my head onto paper so that I no longer carry the stress. I write because I am able to and can. I write nightmares, eroticism, free flowing thoughts, poetry, short stories and so much more but I do not write for anyone’s pleasure. I’ve tried to write for the pleasure of others discovering I was using their voice to my experience, seems wrong and it felt wrong. I could benefit from taking some classes, yes, and I have. Creative writing is the ish to my anthem. I enjoy telling stories and creating stories for the reader who’s life may need a vacation. I enjoy writing some truths that pertain to me and me alone. It may not be comfortable but it is my experience.
What I chose to put out is random, mainly because I don’t know what my voice will be on this engine. I have an arsenal of writing to share yet, I’m not sure how or why it could benefit me in the long run. For now, I would just like to express the writings that I have waiting to be read by someone who will connect. Even if no one connects with what I put out, at least I’m getting my voice out there. It has taken me years to share what I have written all these years. Not that I have been waiting for the right time. I have been reluctant to share due to the world being the bastard son of a angry stepchild waiting for their chance to shame you publicly then trash your life into oblivion. Being in that fear base camp allowed me to grow a vagina and give no fuks and, Her I Am! *smiling*
Recently I wrote “The Art of Dying. Memoirs of a Wounded Healer” on kindle. I am super proud of myself for putting out my feelings, words and heartaches towards a better me, whatever that may mean. I know I have struggled heavily to get to this point and would like to share with those who my words resonates for and to. Writing has always been a huge part of my mental process which had a voice, a feeling but not a proper platform. For some of what I’ve written, I may read them due to their energy heavily attached to my heart and should be felt in that manner again, I am figuring this out as I go alone. I appreciate all who take the time to enjoy what I put on this platform. I am grateful for such a place where I can be myself, express myself and get to know others in this community who share their talents. Again, I may not be for you however, I would appreciate it if you shared my work with someone who will. Have an amazing rest of your week and continue to be your creative self.