New morning
Woke early with chest pain...I think it's anxiety, stress. As soon as I recognized it and began to breathe deeply into the sorrow that is my new existence the silence fell slowly onto the particles constricted.
My eyelids fell heavy with watering resolve washing my cheeks and chin in the release where cracks are building in the retaining wall that used to be fortified.
Thinking. Thinking. Thinking. And, maybe I shouldn't yet all signs point to progress and process with deep breathing and more wet eyes, soaked cheeks and chin repeating it's love affair for the dramatic.
My mornings have a new standard and I'm not adjusting well however, the sun comes up and I get to watch it's birth....make me feel as though I can be too.